nicole

Thanks :) &Yeah we’re okay. No, I’m not giving up. Its just, I guess I try not to care anymore? I’ve been through enough hurtful things to keep on caring. I miss what he used to be. He basically crushed everything I was looking forward to and doesn’t care one bit on how I felt about it. He doesn’t want a valentines this year, won’t be there for my senior prom, texting other girls, making excuses. He just thinks for himself, I’m no longer part of his thoughts. But I’m used to it. It’s sad because I was planning something special for us next month, but I’m second guessing it… I don’t want to make a fool out of myself in front of everyone for a guy who’s still unsure about me.